crap!

i quit my job at the salon because its a rediculous place to work. I dont even want to go into that. All I can say is, I should have followed my gut right from the beginning and I would have been fine. Now I feel like i've backtracked. I feel like I am starting back at square 1 with life. Im still dealing with "unresolved friendship issues", and Im constantly torn between my usual response of fixing, and trusting that waiting for the answer to come will be the best for me. Maybe this will be a learning thing for me. Maybe it will teach me to calm down and let things happen, and that i dont always have to fix everything. Or maybe, that some things cant be fixed. I always try not to look at hard times as bad things, but rather as lessons to learn and grow from. I am hopefull that this period in my life will bring a deeper understanding in myself and a better and more fulfilling job. Im crossing my fingers.